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Having trouble preventing myself from crying. Was tearing up at the bus stop when U went back home after being with me for a few hours. It's getting worse. I hate being left even though she had every right to and I'm seeing her again in two days. I need lots of love and pep talk. Someone who listens to me. I miss him terribly right now. I hate that I know where he is. I hate that he doesn't reply to me on kik. I hate that it'll be more than 24 hours until we talk again and by then I'm sure I will  have had a million breakdowns and I'll be crying when we talk. Just want to feel better. Just want to get through the rest of the night and tomorrow alright.